HouseDealer's Blog (11)

my "friend" took about a hundred bucks out of it, but at least had the decency to hastily throw the wad of money on the top shelf of my downstairs closet. uhm, i didn't put that money there. at least he gave most of it back. now that the month is almost over, we're doing well! Mistic, i owe you lots. i know what you've been doing because there has been such a drastic difference. thank you so much! Continue

photobucket is working. all is well. please send me an email if you want to continue with your lessons. you're always free to do this on your own, but i'm happy to draw cards. i haven't touched them for a long time! i don… Continue

i've had some time off, and have caught up on life (do i dare say that now?), as well as physically recharged. if anyone wants a reading listed in the group called Traditional Tarot Spreads, which is featured for this purpose, please sign up there if you're interested. i have to work with my energy levels. they're high right now. it'd be a good time to snag a deeper reading, as long as there is a reason to do so. i've missed you all lots and lots! catching up after my computer fried out on me… Continue

how many years have you been gone now? 7 years? no...it's been 8. the sadness..the aching will never leave me. today is the sad day. it was the day i gave you a haircut so you could pick up the chicks...charged you a kiss. i was the last living person known to have seen you. how that hurts. i can't tell you how much i miss you. you must already know. your friendship was special and so fleeting. maybe that's what makes the ache so unbearable. Kansas City became sour when you were murdered. i… Continue

my court card is the Queen of Cups. that means the suit of Cups is central to my life. emotion..feelings, matters of the heart, striving to master my element, which is water, me being a pure scorpio. by "pure," i mean i'm on no cusp. when i feel lost, i lay out my suit..the suit of Cups, in order from one to ten. i then think for a moment, look at the images on the cards, and choose which card i am at this point in my life. i feel the need to do this, but i wanted to try this out online so you… Continue

on last Tuesday, i drew the Tower in reverse. that made me uneasy...thinking about blocks, big barriers, things being struck down....it can be a really unpleasant experience to live The Tower. there aren't any bad cards...just situations that we'd rather fast forward through. umm, at least for me. i little later in the morning, my son Zachi asked me to draw a card for him...give him a guidance reading. i did my little routine...did the special shuffle i do, cut them as i do, and drew the III. o… Continue

Zachi broke his tibia, the shinbone in his leg yesterday at 4 pm. he's in a lot of pain, and he's only 9. he has an account on here. any prayers, healing energy..etc would be such a comfort to him. i am sick about it. i feel his pain. i understand how difficult it is to go to the bathroom, i remember the times i actually wet myself because i didn't have anyone to help me get to the bathroom when i couldn't walk. wow, do i ever empathize. i would give almost anything to take the pain from him an… Continue

it is just like a picture book. take yourself back to when you were a child..when colors represented thoughts and feelings, and images mean something. as you were coloring, you were putting energy into the picture.... this is why i urge everyone who is interested in learning to read tarot to purchase a sturdy, basic deck. my absolute favorite is My Tarot, by Juliet Sharman Burke. they are blank outlines rather than being colored. you color them yourself. this is a powerful exercise if one is se… Continue

this information applies to everyone. sometime soon, after i feel like we're repeating the same Major Arcana cards, as what's happened today, i will have to make some changes. we're only a week old here, and i'm still feeling this out...seeing how i can make the best organizational setting...making this motherload of information and discussion...experience... the best i can...of the highest quality. on the practical side, it's going to be very difficult for me to do daily readings of any sort… Continue

for those who are wondering, he came out fine from the surgery. what made it so difficult for everyone, especially him i'm sure, is that there was no notice. Wednesday he went it for stints in his heart, and found out that day that the very next day, he's headed for a triple bypass. my mother was beside herself. they ended up only doing a double bypass. once they got in there, they realized that the third bypass wasn't necessary. he'll stay a couple days in ICU, and then he'll stay two more… Continue

if you do, please remember my step-dad. he is having a triple bypass surgery tomorrow. we don't want to lose him yet! thank you.. Linde Continue